Too depressed to come up with a title for the post...

I shouldn't say depressed; that word usually makes all my friends panic. I am...disappointed. What I had looked forward to as a great weekend turned out to be one of the worst weekends I've had in a long time.

This is because a) I gained back some of the weight that I lost; granted it was less than half a pound, but still - very upsetting; and b) I had planned on getting myself a cat this weekend from one of the local rescue organizations, and when I got to the adoption site (half an hour early, mind you) turns out there were already two other people who wanted the same kitten - I just didn't have the energy to fight with complete strangers over a cat, and so ended up coming home empty-handed. Of course, now my house feels more empty than ever, and it's left a very bad taste in my mouth regarding animal adoptions. Maybe I'm not supposed to have an animal - maybe I'm destined to spend my entire life alone. I feel like I've regressed back two years before I started therapy and can't see my way out of the hole I've dug for myself. And it's cold and snowy outside. Yes, it's beautiful, but does that really mean anything when you don't have anyone to share it with?

Ever wonder why?

It seems funny that when I started my blog, I was writing in it all the time; now I'm lucky if I remember to do it once a week. As if there's amazing things going on in my life - NOT.

Well, we did have a new President start at my company - he seems pretty cool; says I'm smart, has complimented me on my wardrobe at least once, and acutally LIKES the fact that I play video games. I'm gonna give this one a quarter to see if he's too good to be true, or just true.

And the big highlight of my weekend was getting all 9 loads of laundry done! Oh yeah, I also designed my very own closets, just in case I ever get around to getting my home equity loan finalized.

And finally, for anyone who cares, I have now lost 21.4 pounds since the end of October.

Slower than molasses in January....

That's about how fast this day is going. Every time I look at the clock, I swear it's going backwards.

Um......

Holy Crap it's been like 2 weeks since my last post. 2 weeks full of....um....well, not much.

I saw my sister and her family on Christmas Eve, which was great. No dog!

Then after getting only 4 hours of sleep, was up and out the door to drive back to Springfield for Christmas morning. I think I got there around 6, Joe stumbled out of bed around 6:45, and all the presents were open by 7:15. Good times. I got way more than I deserved, and spent the entire day playing Mario Party 6 with Joe.

And as far as I'm concerned, this New Year's was the exact opposite of last years'. Home. Alone. Playing on the computer. Sigh.

Then, it was to the grocery store on Sunday to stock up so I can get my butt back in gear for the first weigh-in of the year next Saturday. I just hope last week's damage is minimal...