Dreams
I must have slept for over 10 hours last night (and was still late to work - imagine that), and had the most vivid dreams I've had in a long time.
The first one: I can't remember how it started, but I ended up holding a baby that was brought to wherever it is we were by the guy who was in That Thing You Do! and Riding in Cars With Boys - the blonde guy - can't remember his name. Anyways, I was holding this baby and he asked if he could have her back because he was getting ready to leave, but someone had whispered to me that it wasn't his, so I made some excuse about saying good-bye to someone and took the baby with me - turns out that he had kidnapped the baby! So I called the mother who was crying hysterically on the other end of the phone...
The second one: I had gone over to Jared's house to give him his paycheck; for some reason there were like 10 other roommates there, even though I know he only has 1 now. Somehow, we morphed from his living room to somewhere in DC; then we were at some sort of award show, where we saw Ben Affleck, and one of Jared's roommates started talking to him, and he eventually started talking to all of us, but decided to find somewhere to sit with me, so we go down toward the front of the auditorium and there's Jennifer Lopez screaming at him about something; so we decide to go somewhere else to eat or something and end up parking in some underground parking lot where you had to pay for dinner before you left your car, and they needed some sort of playing cards to identify you when you came back to get your car... He got sidetracked by someone and we got split up, but he told me he'd meet me where we were going, so I went up in the elevator to this restaurant that's like on the 40th floor which takes up an entire floor, and has huge windows EVERYWHERE. And there's my "family," at least they were supposed to be my family, but I didn't know anyone except Maggie was there briefly and ran up to me and gave me a huge hug, and then disappeared. We were there because it was some sort of family reunion, and I told someone, "I actually brought a date with me, you'll never guess who it is!!!" And then he never showed up. So I spent the "reunion" searching this big restaurant for him and getting more and more depressed; and at one point I sat down with a table of my "family members" who incidentally all were guys, and some waiter came up and said he had a delivery for me, and gave me like 2 dozen rose....STEMS. The flowers had been ripped off or something, so they were just stems. And then the waiter brought other bundles for the other guys at the table, and they were all INTACT bunches of sweetheart roses in all different colors. So I start crying silently and get up from the table and go to the lobby and just look out the window at the skyline and just stand there for the longest time...
It's just weird because I didn't convey it very well above, but we were so HAPPY together, and I was absolutely devestated when he didn't show up, and just had this overwhelming feeling of being deserted and lonely and heartbroken. Which is also weird, because I didn't wake up in a particularly bad mood - I was tired, but not unhappy.
What does it all mean????
The first one: I can't remember how it started, but I ended up holding a baby that was brought to wherever it is we were by the guy who was in That Thing You Do! and Riding in Cars With Boys - the blonde guy - can't remember his name. Anyways, I was holding this baby and he asked if he could have her back because he was getting ready to leave, but someone had whispered to me that it wasn't his, so I made some excuse about saying good-bye to someone and took the baby with me - turns out that he had kidnapped the baby! So I called the mother who was crying hysterically on the other end of the phone...
The second one: I had gone over to Jared's house to give him his paycheck; for some reason there were like 10 other roommates there, even though I know he only has 1 now. Somehow, we morphed from his living room to somewhere in DC; then we were at some sort of award show, where we saw Ben Affleck, and one of Jared's roommates started talking to him, and he eventually started talking to all of us, but decided to find somewhere to sit with me, so we go down toward the front of the auditorium and there's Jennifer Lopez screaming at him about something; so we decide to go somewhere else to eat or something and end up parking in some underground parking lot where you had to pay for dinner before you left your car, and they needed some sort of playing cards to identify you when you came back to get your car... He got sidetracked by someone and we got split up, but he told me he'd meet me where we were going, so I went up in the elevator to this restaurant that's like on the 40th floor which takes up an entire floor, and has huge windows EVERYWHERE. And there's my "family," at least they were supposed to be my family, but I didn't know anyone except Maggie was there briefly and ran up to me and gave me a huge hug, and then disappeared. We were there because it was some sort of family reunion, and I told someone, "I actually brought a date with me, you'll never guess who it is!!!" And then he never showed up. So I spent the "reunion" searching this big restaurant for him and getting more and more depressed; and at one point I sat down with a table of my "family members" who incidentally all were guys, and some waiter came up and said he had a delivery for me, and gave me like 2 dozen rose....STEMS. The flowers had been ripped off or something, so they were just stems. And then the waiter brought other bundles for the other guys at the table, and they were all INTACT bunches of sweetheart roses in all different colors. So I start crying silently and get up from the table and go to the lobby and just look out the window at the skyline and just stand there for the longest time...
It's just weird because I didn't convey it very well above, but we were so HAPPY together, and I was absolutely devestated when he didn't show up, and just had this overwhelming feeling of being deserted and lonely and heartbroken. Which is also weird, because I didn't wake up in a particularly bad mood - I was tired, but not unhappy.
What does it all mean????
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